lets heal and recover ✓

@recovery_your · Co durham · joined 06 Jun 2019

Mentalhealth & addiction/suicide & childabuse survivor. ADHD. ASD, BPD/CPTSD (peer supporter) Sharing content to make others feel less alone. GEN X. Awkward AF.

45 557Followers

8 004Following

21 579Posts total

168.5KViews on collected posts

Latest posts

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your13 Sep

Suicidal thoughts aren’t always.. I want to die. Sometimes they sound like. I can’t keep doing this. I’m exhausted. I need everything to stop for a minute. I don’t know how to survive another day like this. My mind won’t give me peace. This pain feels endless. I’m drowning inside 26.3K views · 1.6K likes · 531 reposts · 32 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your13 Sep

People love to preach “mental health matters”… Right up until someone’s symptoms become inconvenient. Then suddenly it’s attention seeking, being dramatic, or making excuses. Support isn’t real if it only exists when it’s easy. 8.5K views · 682 likes · 193 reposts · 23 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your If they love me why would they want me to keep suffering like this for them 🤷‍♀️ 767 views · 28 likes · 0 reposts · 1 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your For me, it wasn't about death, but wanting to escape my abusive family. One year after going no-contact, the suicidal thoughts I had had for 23 years, starting at age 14, went away too. I was hurting for decades, and have gone to some very dark places. Now I am fi 575 views · 10 likes · 0 reposts · 0 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your I completely agree and yet that feeling keeps me here and fighting for another day. 783 views · 18 likes · 0 reposts · 0 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your Thank you. If you haven't lived it, you don't get it. I have always told myself I am a prisoner of my own mind. Some days I just want out of it 561 views · 20 likes · 0 reposts · 1 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your I sought help once and was made to feel like I was ridiculous. Asking for help, in my world, leads nowhere. Just get over it. Thats what im told. 139 views · 7 likes · 0 reposts · 1 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

Saying suicide is selfish is easy when you’ve never lived with a mind that feels like a prison. You’re asking someone to stay in hell just so you don’t have to grieve. That’s not compassion. That’s control. Not sorry for saying this either.. 46.9K views · 3.6K likes · 882 reposts · 64 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

@recovery_your I don't want to die. I just don't want to hurt anymore. I'm tired of decades and decades of hurting... 807 views · 41 likes · 2 reposts · 2 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your12 Sep

Suicidal ideation often sounds like: “I’m so tired.” “I can’t do this anymore.” “Everyone would be better off without me.” It’s rarely about death. It’s about escape. From overwhelm. From shame. From feeling like a burden. And what people actually need is support not silence. 47.6K views · 3.8K likes · 1K reposts · 32 replies Open on X →

lets heal and recover ✓@recovery_your11 Sep

You don’t prevent suicide by making somebody feel guilty about dying. You help prevent suicide by giving them reasons to believe that living might not always hurt this much. 35.6K views · 3.3K likes · 978 reposts · 41 replies Open on X →

Against accounts of the same size

11 posts from the last 90 days, next to the 10K–100K follower range. reaches fewer people than peers, but engages them much harder.

Median views807this account1 052median for 10K–100K

Reach, %1.77%this account3.70%median for 10K–100K

Engagement, %5.75%this account1.66%median for 10K–100K

Metric	This account	Median for 10K–100K	Ratio
Median views per post	807	1 052	0.77×
Reach (views ÷ followers)	1.77%	3.70%	0.48×
Engagement rate	5.75%	1.66%	3.46×

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Growth & engagement

How the posts we collected actually performed: views and reaction rate post by post, what the audience did with them, and where the follower count goes.

Views per post

35.6K11 Sep

47.6K12 Sep

807

46.9K

139

561

783

575

767

8.5K13 Sep

26.3K

Last 11 collected posts, oldest on the left. The scale is logarithmic: one post can outrun the rest a hundred times over.

Engagement rate per post

12.20%11 Sep

10.29%12 Sep

5.58%

9.68%

5.76%

3.74%

2.30%

1.74%

3.78%

10.60%13 Sep

8.08%

Reactions — likes, reposts, replies and quotes — divided by views. Median for 10K–100K accounts is 1.66%.

What the audience does

Likes73.2%13 119 in total

Reposts20.2%3 623 in total

Replies1.1%197 in total

Bookmarks5.5%991 in total

Share of every reaction we collected for this account. Replies mean argument, reposts mean endorsement, bookmarks mean the post was worth keeping.

The follower curve appears once this account has two daily snapshots — we take one a day, and this one is on its first.

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